Coming Home by P.Diddy

I’m coming home
I’m coming home
Tell the World I’m coming home
Let the rain wash away all the pain of yesterday
I know my kingdom awaits and they’ve forgiven my mistakes
I’m coming home, I’m coming home
Tell the World that I’m coming

Back where I belong, yeah I never felt so strong(I’m back baby)
I feel like there’s nothing that I can’t try
And if you with me put your hands high(put your hands high)
If you ever lost a light before, this ones for you
And you, the dreams are for you

I hear “The Tears of a Clown”
I hate that song
I feel like they talking to me when it comes on
Another day another Dawn
Another Keisha, nice to meet ya, get the math I’m gone
What am I ‘posed to do when the club lights come on
Its easy to be Puff, its harder to be Sean
What if the twins ask why I aint marry their mom (why, damn!)
How do I respond?
What if my son stares with a face like my own
And says he wants to be like me when he’s grown
Sh-t! But I aint finished growing
Another night the inevitible prolongs
Another day another Dawn
Just tell Taneka and Taresha I’ll be better in the morn’
Another lie that I carry on
I need to get back to the place I belong


I’m coming home
I’m coming home
Tell the World I’m coming home
Let the rain wash away all the pain of yesterday
I know my kingdom awaits and they’ve forgiven my mistakes
I’m coming home, I’m coming home
Tell the World that I’m coming

“A house is Not a Home“, I hate this song
Is a house really a home when your loved ones are gone
And n-ggas got the nerve to blame you for it
And you know you woulda took the bullet if you saw it
But oyu felt it and still feel it
And money can’t make up for it or conceal it
But you deal with it and you keep ballin’
Pour out some liquor, play ball and we keep ballin’
Baby we’ve been living in sin ’cause we’ve been really in love
But we’ve been living as friends
So you’ve been a guest in your own home
It’s time to make your house your home
Pick up your phone, come on

I’m coming home
I’m coming home
Tell the World I’m coming home
Let the rain wash away all the pain of yesterday
I know my kingdom awaits and they’ve forgiven my mistakes
I’m coming home, I’m coming home
Tell the World that I’m coming

“Ain’t No Stopping Us Now“, I love that song
Whenever it comes on it makes me feel strong
I thought I told y’all that we won’t stop
We back cruising through Harlem, Viso blocks
It’s what made me, saved me, drove me crazy
Drove me away than embraced me
Forgave me for all of my shortcomings
Welcome to my homecoming
Yeah it’s been a long time coming
Lot of fights, lot of scars, lot of bottles
Lot of cars, lot of ups, lot of downs
Made it back, lost my dog (I miss you BIG)
And here I stand, a better man! (a better man)
Thank you Lord (Thank you Lord)

I’m coming home
I’m coming home
Tell the World I’m coming home
Let the rain wash away all the pain of yesterday
I know my kingdom awaits and they’ve forgiven my mistakes
I’m coming home, I’m coming home
Tell the World that I’m coming

GOD still giving a chance.

Alhamdulillah..aku bersyukur ke hadrat ilahi.. Aku masih bernafas, sihat dan masih mampu melihat keindahan dunia ciptaan Nya. Still shock for what ve happen last nite. The clock ticking..the heart beating.. Friday, 18th March at 7.30 p.m, aku drive dr Shah Alam ke Ampang. Hujan renyai,tp jalan x jem, x mcm selalu. Before get home, I'm suppose to send my baby lappy to Dayat. Cz nk format. So aku kena singgah Ampang sekejap. Otw nk ke Ampang, betul2 lepas Hilton hotel PJ, berlakulah kemalangan yg agak mengejutkan tp xlah mengerikan bg aku. Happen betul2 depan mata aku dan aku salah seorang victim and witness. Kereta jenama apa aku x perasan cz hujan and gelap. Nombor plat je aku ingat. Betul2 depan aku..xlah laju sbb hujan kn. Tetiba kereta tu melayang ke kiri, laju! Kereta sebelah kiri elak habis ke paling kiri. Then kereta tu melayang pula ke kanan, ke arah aku! Aku pun yg dah perasan ada something x kena, terus break dan elak ke kiri. Daaannnggg!!! Kereta tu hentam divider konkrit. Pastu tetiba, daanng! Kereta belakang emergency break hentam aku. Diikuti 4 lg kereta kt belakang. Dlm hati aku, "Ya Allah!" Aku berhenti and menung x tahu nk buat apa dlm masa 2 minit dlm kereta kt tepi jln. Then aku pun keluar nk tengok what happen to my herbie. Tarik nafas lega sebab xda pape, just skirting ngn bumper aku punya bracket crack. Kereta yg bang aku lari cz dia x pasang no plate! Haram jadah! Gen2, Volvo and satu lg kereta kt belakang punya owner terus keluar and mcm terpinga2 terperanjat sbb xtau apa jd sebenarnya. Semua kereta blakang aku agak teruk. Tp masing2 make decision nk blah cz x boleh nk salah kn siapa2. Kereta depan aku lost control, and kereta Saga hijau x bernombor plat pula lari. Aku and Kak Aini owner Gen2 pergi jenguk perempuan yg bang divider tu. Try nk tanya ok ke x, but she still in shock and xnk buka tingkap or pintu kereta. Dah mcm tu kitorg pun gerak je la. X boleh nk buat apa pun. Shit happens..so just let go. Nk blame siapa2 pun x boleh cz kitorg pun x tahu what the hell happen to that girl sampai kereta dia boleh melayang mcm tu sekali. Masa drive lepas kejedian tu, aku sempat muhasabah diri sekejap. Allah swt masih sayang aku, masih bg aku peluang untuk perbetulkan diri. Kalau aku terleka sekejap je, kereta tu dah hentam aku dulu dan mungkin aku yg terseret kt divider then dia hentam kuat kiri sisi kereta aku. Syukur aku alert! Means nya dalam hidup kita pun kena sentiasa beringat. Sekejap je kita terleka, tuhan rampas semua dari kita. Tuhan bg petunjuk, apa yg jd kt aku semalam satu petunjuk sebenarnya. Kalau tuhan x syg aku, elak tercabut je nyawa kt situ..astaghfirullahhalazim.. Alhamdulillah aku x apa2, kepala je sakit. Just sedih sbb baby kena hentam lg, kali ni baby lucky even kena bang kuat mcm tu kereta x kemek ke apa. Just crack and later kena hantar simen and cat blk then naik kan bracket blk. So to all drivers out there, be careful and alert while driving. Sometimes kita x langgar org, tp org pula yg langgar kita. So be very careful ok! Apa2 pun..bismillah..

It's over & done! Wehuuu!!!

14th March 2010, I'm done for being a student. At last! Fuuuhh! 3 tahun yg aku tunggu2 tamat jua akhirnya. Hahahaha.. Last assessment semalam. Penat, cuak, menyampah semua ada. The best thing is, aku lega sebab final project aku berjalan lancar. 3 bulan yg memenatkan aku spend tuk siap kan major project ni. Kuala Lumpur Butterfly Park, my hardest task ever. Bukan senang nk rebranding blk taman astakona ni tau! Adeh.. Tp semua usaha mmg berbaloi. Aku x kesah dgn kritikan yg aku dpt from external and internal examiner. Yg penting aku puas dgn kerja yg aku dah buat. But ok la..diorg pun agak puas hati just ada beberapa kekurangan. Maklum lah..still new in this industry. Nama pun student. Lepas ni aku akan start internship for two months kt agency, Zagt3 kt Mid Valley. If internship aku ok, mungkin akan diserap terus kerja kt situ. Insyaallah..if kt situ rezeki aku. Tamat dah buku sebagai seorang student. Now masuk alam pekerjaan pulak. It's time to moving on to the next level. Plan the future! Chayok2!